Thursday, November 4, 2010

Will Blog For Free

Oh wait!  I already do that!

Well, today is Thursday.  Tomorrow is Mommy arrives Friday (410am) and hubs has been gone for three weeks Friday.  Every day is such a mixed bag these days.  Great, soaring, exciting moments and crashes.  I'm not depressed.  Trust me, I know what that's like.  But, I would be lying if I said I wasn't down.

Here's a day in the life example:  Todd calls!  (Up)  Reception sucks!  (Down)  But, I know he's OK!  (Up)  It's raining and I have to take the beasts out (Down)  Kaia's face lights up in an amazing smile!  (Up)  She screams and cries, nothing makes her happy (Down)  She eats and falls asleep, angelic, in my arms (Up)  I get various annoying phone calls from con artists and the ringing threatens to wake the baby (Down)  I get the financial aid package for school in the mail!  Score!  (Up)  I find out I'm still on the wait list though and have to keep waiting (Down)  This is boring, and you get the point anyway . . .

Sorry if this is a Debbie Downer post again!  I am happy!  I am grateful for so many things in my life.  I know that He has blessed me.  Still, I cant shake the funk at the moment.

I am infinitely excited and optimistic that all will change tomorrow though!

And, as my husband would say, "And then I found $20!!!"



I Was Just Thinking said...

I hear you girl. What do we do without our men that keep us sane? Oh well, tomorrow is another day, and then I found $20!

TheBabyMammaChronicles said...

And who couldn't use $20?!

Marisa said...

You didn't sound like a debbie downer at all, you sounded funny and real! :)

TheBabyMammaChronicles said...

Aw, thanks Marisa! You are too sweet!

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